May 2009
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“Shit is fucked.”
– Bunk, The Wire (via rorysbitch) (via idledreamer)
April 2009
Fuck.
What to do what to do what to do?!
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The Little Things
a note
an extra long hug
a text to say hi just because
saying “I missed you.”
saying “I miss you.”
calling just to say hi
surprises
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This is how it works. You’re young until you’re not. You love until you don’t. You try until you can’t. You laugh until you cry. You cry until you laugh. And everyone must breathe, until their dying breath. No, this is how it works. You peer inside yourself. You take the things you like, and try to love the things you took. And then you take that love you made, and stick it...
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“True love comes quietly, without banners or flashing lights. If you hear bells,...”
– Erich Segal (via lorenrochelle) (via gatekeeper)
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I'm on a country music kick.
You Look Good in My Shirt- Keith Urban
When you walked up behind me and covered my eyes And whispered in my ear, guess who I rattled off names like I really didn’t know But all along I knew it was you And, the longer we talked, the more we laughed And wondered why we didn’t last It had been a long time, but later last night Baby, we caught up real fast And maybe it’s a...
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Tea Time!
I just sat around and had tea and mini sandwiches with five other girls in our underwear. It was interesting.
crushes:
boy,
i dont know if we should be together i dont know if we will work sometimes i dont know if you like me or if i even like you it probably wont be the greatest love of all time i dont even know if it will be love all i know is that if we dont try we will never know and that hurts more than anything you could ever do to me
— anonymous
I am hooked up to all sorts of pretty wires that tell the monitors what I’m doing with my brain and what I’m seeing and it’s really weird.
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Also,
I just met Chipper Dean. He seems fantastic.
I
just got hit on by a decent looking chem-e prof.
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The really pretty pearl necklace that Robert got for me came today is really really pretty and I like it a lot.
I am just entirely uninterested in life right now. I just want to curl up in the corner and cry, and I have no idea why. Maybe it’s cause I’ve got my dreaded period. Fuck it.
I feel like I talk about myself a lot and I hate it.
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“Oh, please, just … let me please break down.”
– Jack Johnson (via idledreamer)
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Wow.
So I found something out the other day. If anything happens to Robert, at work or otherwise, I get a ginormous sum of money as bereavement pay.
We were talking the other day, and the subject of what happens if I get pregnant came up. He said, “You know what I’d do if you got pregnant?” I jokingly said, “How many bullets does that involve?” “One.” I kinda...
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Anti-relationships, under a microscope.
While we’re on the subject of anti-relationships and others’ “experimenting,” I figured I’d put my two cents in. I’ve never really talked about what really happened, the parents only know a little bit, and what they know is not exactly accurate.
Back in the summer before 8th grade, my friend’s family and mine went camping in the PA Grand Canyon. We...
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SEMESTER AT SEA
idledreamer:
!!!
On Italian Homework.
Dear textbook glossary,
Please stop sucking.
Love, Lyss
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Math.
24 (day)
-13 (work and commute)
—-
=11
-8 (sleep)
-1 (hygiene and food)
—-
=2
There are 2 free hours in his Monday nights-Thursday mornings.
I like it better than him being 4 hours away, which will be starting in the fall.
Boo work, boo school. Hooray playtime, all the time. Why can’t it be that simple?
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I really hate whining all the time, but I really wish I could just curl up on the couch with him and cry and have him just hold me. I really need a good cry right now, and being in his arms would make it so much better.
Alas, he is *always* at work or asleep.
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Note to self:
You will never keep this resolution. Good luck trying!
Love,
Self
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Resolution.
Today, I made a resolution:
I’m not calling him. I’m not texting him. I’m going to wait for him to call me. I’m not making plans, I’m not going out of my way to get in touch with him. It’s unfortunate that I’ve decided this now, because he’s sick today, probably with the flu. That’s what it sounds like. But he’s not going to get me to...
Dear Lyss,
You’re a klutz.
Love, Lyss
HAHAHA.
crushes:
Barack Obama,
I know we’ve never met but I can honestly say that I’m in love with you.
— girl
I like this one the best.
crushes:
boy,
I’m my favorite version of myself when I’m around you.
— girl
I
crushes:
J,
I really like you. Too bad I’m awkward at it. So here’s a haiku.
— Another J
crushes:
boy,
A. best friend. B. crush. C. girlfriend.
I want to be your “D,” your “all of the above.”
— girl
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Remember when?
I miss the days when Ross and I used to talk more. I miss the days when I could call him and know he’d listen, he’d comfort, he’d counsel, and he’d understand. I miss the days when he called me instead of getting angry and frustrated. I just plain miss the way our friendship used to be.
I <3 tumblr texting.
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A Delayed Eastertide Festival.
I’m about to go blow up some peeps, in honor of both Jesus and the Mythbusters.
Counseling.
My therapist is getting really annoying.
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“I love you so much. I’m sorry, honey.”
– RJE
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IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII wanna punch you in the face.
Have a nice day.
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“The worst part about it is that I would be free if you wanted me … if you wanted...”
– John Mayer (via idledreamer)
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Parts.
He’s planted this seed of doubt, and now it’s growing.
I don’t like it, but I can’t help wondering about other things, everything. I know he’d do his best to dissuade me from those ideas and try to convince me otherwise, and I know I would look the other way (even when I know there’s nothing to look the other way about) and forgive him, because I love(?) him....
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“You either have to forgive or walk away. And if you’re going to forgive,...”
– Mom
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Fail.
Phones are useful things. Use them for things!
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Sometimes
idledreamer:
All you can do is listen, and even though you feel like you’re not helping, you are.
I feel this way about Robert when he says, “I feel like I’m being a bad boyfriend because I don’t know how to help.”
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“You deserve nothing but the real thing … you deserve something true.”
– Ryanhood (via idledreamer)
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“Come on, baby, make it hurt so good; sometimes love don’t feel like it...”
– John Cougar Mellencamp
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I'm only me when I'm with you.
Friday night beneath the stars In a field behind your yard You and I are paintin’ pictures in the sky And sometimes we don’t say a thing Just listen to the crickets sing Everything I need is right here by my side And I know everything about you I don’t wanna live without you I’m only up when you’re not down Don’t wanna fly if you’re still on the...
