May 2010
Dudes.
So many things have happened, but I can’t think of them all right now. Hope all of your summers are going well!! :]
May 30th
I’m pretty sure Zak’s mom’s in love with me. She talks to me about him all the time, runs things by me before she talks to him… she basically uses me as a sounding board. Also, she sent me a text with a ‘<3’ in it tonight when I told her we got to Lewisburg safely. She probably likes me because she’s never had a daughter before and I’m courteous...
May 27th
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Hey guys! Sorry I've been gone for so long.
Things that have happened recently: I started my internship. I met a Maryland senator. I met the executive director of the organization I’m working for, and she said, “Oh, you’re Alyssa? I’ve heard wonderful things about you!” after a day and a half of work. Excellent! I got to hang out with Patpat! I broke a chair in Zak’s dining room while Pat and Zak and...
May 25th
Boyfriend just deep throated a banana!! :P
May 21st
The doctor thinks it's a torn labrum.
Balls. Surgery this summer, in DC.
May 20th
May 20th
We auditioned for Shakespeare in the Park...
They’re doing The Tempest. Zak read Ferdinand and I read Miranda. Act 3, Scene 1 SCENE I. Before PROSPERO’S Cell.      Enter FERDINAND, bearing a log  FERDINAND      There be some sports are painful, and their labour      Delight in them sets off: some kinds of baseness      Are nobly undergone and most poor matters      Point to rich ends. This my mean task      Would be as heavy...
May 20th
Forever could never be long enough for me
to feel like I’ve had long enough with you.
May 18th
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“What this troll demonstrates is that those cultural markers—the circumstances...”
– But Was She Wearing High Heels? (via ihatethismess) (via fearknot) Halleluyerrrr. (via chaichangechaos) (via thrownness) (via blackenedbutterfly) (via neutresex) (via genderqueercoredukeofmexico) (via sluthaditcoming)
May 17th
Old Looks
dearoldlove: You still look at me the way you used to. Stop it.
May 16th
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Dislike dislike dislike dislike. Dislike like woah. Clearly not liking this situation.
May 14th
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This time tomorrow, I'll be at the lake.
Wooo!!
May 14th
Hey y'all...
I’m writing a paper on eroticism and pornography for my Women’s Studies class, and I’m doing a little research into what other people’s perceptions of both are. It’s a little surveymonkey link, it’s 6 questions long. Anyone who wants to is more than welcome to fill it out. Thanks so much! Happy Thursday. http://www.surveymonkey.com/s/LSS53F3 -lyssamae
May 13th
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May 12th
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Stats final in 41 minutes.
May 12th
You leave home and you move on and you do the best...
I got lost in this old world and forgot who I am I thought if I could touch this place or feel it This brokenness inside me might start healing Out here it’s like I’m someone else I thought that maybe I could find myself If I could just come in I swear I’ll leave Won’t take nothing but a memory From the house that built me
May 12th
I GOT THE INTERNSHIP!!!!
It’s at the DC Rape Crisis Center doing mostly admin bitch work, but I’ll be trained as a hotline/advocacy volunteer as well. Woo!!!! I’m freaking out.
May 11th
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May 10th
Is there a way to stop sex trafficking?
It’s a major part of my paper, and I can’t think of anything.
May 10th
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May 10th
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I know that the bridges that I’ve burned along the way have left me with these walls and these scars that won’t go away  and opening up has always been the hardest thing until you came So lay here beside me, just hold me and don’t let go  this feelin’ I’m feelin’ is something I’ve never known and I just can’t take my eyes off you.
May 7th
I've been doin' fine without you,
Forgettin’ all the love we once knew And babe, I ain’t the one who slammed that door. …Love don’t live here anymore.
May 7th
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Hey yelliphant!
Can you send me a message so I can answer your questions/tell me exactly what you want to know? (I’m so done with open ended questions at the moment, sorry.)
May 7th
Public Safety,
you have screwed me in more ways than my boyfriend has, and that’s saying something. Cut it out.
May 7th
I don't know how to break it to them that I'm not...
It makes me feel like a bad person putting on airs that I do.
May 7th
Today is 5 years to the day since I lost my...
It doesn’t feel like that long, but if feels like so much longer at the same time. I can’t for the life of me figure out why we made such a big deal about it.
May 7th
Ross is getting married.
I feel like I just got punched in the gut. Even though I’m not in love with him anymore, it still hurts and I still want to cry about it.
May 7th
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I handled that exactly the way I wanted to.
I wanted to wait until I was calm, thinking rationally, and wouldn’t lose my temper, and I did just that. I’m rather proud of myself.
May 7th
Don't Drop Everything
dearoldlove: I would have dropped everything for you, and you couldn’t handle that.
May 7th
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ATTENTION EVERYONE: There's a site called...
arisejackio: softculture: Thank you for bringing this to my attention. It had my STREET Address! Coming from some one who has a had creepy stalkery experiences, this is NOT appreciated. WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This is incredibly disturbing. I didn’t expect for it to actually have my information….. holy crap. (via uglyanthony) There are a ton of these sites. It’s got a...
May 6th
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nothingplaces-deactivated201108 asked: Yay someone who can help meee! I'm femmeanon, I just wasn't logged into tumblr at the time. Stupid computers.

Tell me your experience as an female athlete playing an extreme sport!
May 6th
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May 6th
To follow up:
I know you were half asleep. I know you were annoyed that I woke you up when you didn’t want to be awake. I know you’re tired. I know all of that. It still doesn’t give you the right to say that.  This is the only time you’ve ever spoken to me like that. I’m not okay with it. We’ll talk about it later, but right now I need to blog and be livid and get it out of...
May 6th
"Then get me my book"?
What the fuck kind of response is that? No. Get off your ass and get your own fucking book. I’m not your fucking babysitter OR your secretary. You do not order me to do things. That is not in the job description of girlfriend, and if it is, I’m taking it out. Fuck that shit. Fuck the babysitting clause. I’m not okay with it. You’re a grown fucking man. After all the shit I...
May 6th
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“It’s a fallacy to characterize our bombardment by pornified female bodies as...”
– Prude? : Ms Magazine Blog (via claudiacrayon) (via missbluesky) (via feistyfeminist) This is an interesting bit that’s quite relevant to the paper I’m writing right now. (You may ask, “if you’re writing a paper, why are you on Tumblr?” Because it’s a...
May 6th
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OH SHUT UP.
I’m working on it.
May 6th
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HI MARC.
Sorry I missed your fb message; I had it hidden cause I’m hardcore writing this stupid paper about pornography and eroticism. Rawr. Almost done though, then only 7 left!
May 6th
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May 6th
I wonder if anyone thinks about me when they can't...
arisejackio: forevermasked:hotelkeys:nothingtoworryabout:youngandinsane: cammsayyss:torialovesyou:(via hellotaralee)
May 6th
The 50 Best Author vs. Author Put Downs of All... →
jeannr: alekzgrant: ameliepoulain: 41. Jane Austen, according to Ralph Waldo Emerson (1861) I am at a loss to understand why people hold Miss Austen’s novels at so high a rate, which seem to me vulgar in tone, sterile in artistic invention, imprisoned in their wretched conventions of English society, without genius, wit, or knowledge of the world. I AGREE WITH THIS COMMENT. It’s...
May 6th
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