say what you mean
kiriamaya: healingsakina: if by “crazy” you mean uncontrollable then say uncontrollable and think about why you think people should be controlled if by “crazy” you mean unpredictable then say unpredictable and tell me why unpredictable is a bad thing if by “crazy” you mean volatile then say volatile and consider that the mentally ill aren’t any more than others if by “crazy” you mean...
Where the Sidewalk Ends- Shel Silverstein There...
Completely and utterly defeated.
We were up until 4:30 fighting with each other. At 5ish the bed frame finally gave out. I got up to look at it and just collapsed on the floor and started bawling. I don’t even know what to do. We moved the mattress to the floor, which now takes up most of the space in the room. for reference, the room is about 4 queen sized beds big, and now that the mattress and box spring are each...
anothertry098 asked: <333 you deserve the best
I just broke up with Zak.
I have been home for one hour and twenty five minutes. He hasn’t even said hi to me. He’s been on the phone with someone talking about Magic & Dungeons & Dragons.
Alone With Everybody by Charles Bukowski
earlyfrost: the flesh covers the bone and they put a mind in there and sometimes a soul, and the women break vases against the walls and the men drink too much and nobody finds the one but keep looking crawling in and out of beds. flesh covers the bone and the flesh searches for more than flesh.
At the end of the day, I like orgasms way better than I like being holier than...– Rita is the best person (via joshishollywood) Reglobbing this because I have no shame and I like to pretend I’m really special, sometimes~* (via et-tu-dionyse)
You need to:
be able and willing to sing my children to sleep hold me when I need to cry be driven and ambitious be efficient allow me my vanities without giving me shit about them be capable of effective communication have discussions with me without immediately telling me no or I’m wrong be able and willing to debate with me slow dance with me be open to changes be willing to be flexible and...
kurookami replied to your quote: I’m gonna go out and drink with [a group of girls]… ohohoho ladymine fix this he is digging a grave quick and deep and you need to get him to stop Can’t make it stop, and kind of don’t want to.
For No One- The Beatles
The day breaks, your mind aches You find that all her words of kindness linger on When she no longer needs you She wakes up, she makes up She takes her time and doesn’t feel she has to hurry She no longer needs you And in her eyes you see nothing No sign of love behind her tears Cried for no one A love that should have lasted years You want her, you need her And yet you don’t believe...
And Your Bird Can Sing
clubbingwithbabyseals: You tell me that you’ve got everything you want And your bird can sing But you don’t get me, you don’t get me You say you’ve seen seven wonders and your bird is green But you can’t see me, you can’t see me When your prized possessions start to weigh you down Look in my direction, I’ll be round, I’ll be round When your bird is broken will it bring you down You may...
I’m gonna go out and drink with [a group of girls] and watch movies....– the FUCK you won’t.
for the ten thousandth time.
dopegirlfresh: a person who is unkind to the waiter, but is nice to you is not a nice person. this also applies when someone you know or care for is dating someone who is unkind, cruel, abusive, etc. to them, while being just peachy to you. fuck. FOR FREAKING REALS. BE NICE TO YOUR SERVERS.
They put the chocolate next to the tampons next to the condoms. Perfect.
the sweetest thing anyone's ever said to me
S: if i had the choice between
or hanging out with you
i'd hang out with you
i carry your heart with me- e.e. cummings i carry...
I want milk and it's spoiled :(
I also hate people and want to rage them all away. I’m also planning a vacation. The day after the last weekend in May until summer classes start June 13th ish.
B. made a filet with a blowtorch. A fucking...
We had 3 filets between the 3 of us. They were all delicious. The blowtorch one was a là steak tar tar, and it was so good. It was cold pretty much the whole way through. Sooooo gooooooood. We also had all the beer. Allll of it. I found a beer I like!! It’s a Boddington’s Pub Ale. Yummy! We tasted all of the (12) beers on tap, and yum! Doing this like once every two weeks. It was the...
Phenomenal Woman by Maya Angelou Pretty women...
I'm thinking of doing a poetry reading once a...
lyssamae: Would you enjoy that? Do you have suggestions for poems? Well, do ya, kid?
kurookami answered your question:I’m thinking of doing a poetry reading once a week. e.e. cummings! Darling, always e.e. cummings. Always.
I'm thinking of doing a poetry reading once a...
Would you enjoy that? Do you have suggestions for poems?
blueebyrd asked: As I see you've been told a lot recently, I absolutely love your tattoo. And I LOVE your reading of Desiderata. I literally just found it maybe the day before I saw your post (the universe is unfolding) and fell completely in love. It moved me, overwhelmed me, transfixed me. It really is one of the most wondrous poems I've ever read. I hope to memorize and live by it. (: You're...
Anonymous asked: This may come off a tad creepy.. but I thought you could potentially enjoy knowing that you absolutely made my night tonight. I am 17, I turn 18 in less than a month and I have been anxiously awaiting the day that I can get my first tattoo. Considering the fact that they are very permanent I definitely wanted any and every tattoo to be meaningful to me. I really wanted to have a quote or...
Good freaking lord, guys. Where did you all come...
I’m glad you like the Desiderata as much as I do. :) Feel free to stop by and say hello!
Tl;dr: find a way to make time for me in your life or I will no longer have time for you in mine.
I can’t cancel modeling cause Zak is the only other model and he’s playing dnd tonight and I’m freaking out and we can’t make rent yet and we’re already late on it and my landlord’s throwing a hissy fit and I can’t handle this right now and Zak’s not helping anything. What the fuck do I do?! Edit: Zak cancelled dnd (to go play with Amy, clearly,...
My favorite part about tonight is how we both suddenly found ourselves with some free time and I’m sitting at home on tumblr and you’re out playing with Amy. Favorite. Part. It’s not like I haven’t seen you since Wednesday or anything. You didn’t play D&D for 13.5 hours straight yesterday. I’m not in the middle of an emotional crisis, and our apartment is...
Been a shitty past 36 hours. A ton of mini panic attacks back to back and freaking out when Zak tried to touch me. Slept all day, crying sporadically. Self-medicating with chocolate and icewine chocolate and ice water and possibly wine later but probs not. Leaving early if it’s slow and going over to cuddle Carina and cry.
I just miss you, that’s all. <3<3 I have to go to bed though. We’ll talk soon.