i am wildly in love with a fantastic man.
my heart just got real heavy and freaked out.
i can’t explain what happened. it’s like it suddenly weighs a million pounds, and it aches.
it’s telling me that this can’t be real and i’m wasting my time because he’ll change his mind. he’ll decide i’m not what he wants. so why am i setting myself up for something i know won’t work? i know i’m not. i know it will. i know i’m on the right track, but my heart’s freaking out. it’ll stop.
out of fucking nowhere. i just started crying and my heart hurts and it’s awkward and i blame it on hormones but it’s such a real hurt and i don’t know why. it’s stupid.
it’s stupid because at this very moment in writing this post, he IMed me and told me how much he wanted to gently kiss me in the middle of the kitchen. perfect, impeccable timing, this one has.
i am in love with him. so much raw, unbridled love. and it hurts.
Maya Angelou (via kari-shma)
Alex, what is my life?
This must be in the category of “GPOY” in double jeopardy.
It’s a secret though.
Don’t even ask me about it.
I just need to tell someone that I’m doing it.
Earl Grey is my favorite tea for anything, but if you want something truly out of this word, make some spearmint simple syrup and make Earl Grey mint sweet iced tea.
I’m marrying you tomorrow.
Today, if we can both get to NY.
I’m meeting my professor about paper due next week, he suggests Cherry Alley.
Cherry Alley at 2:30 means I can still get a breakfast burrito, which will actually be a half lunch half dinner burrito.
This professor is awesome.