Means I have that much longer for which I do not have to wear pants. WIN.
(Emotional post in which I cry about sending Carina home.)
I’ve been seeing people’s 5-minute-bear-hugging goodbyes on the sidewalk today and thinking about how great it is that friendships like that exist on this campus, and getting teary because I know that feel.
I’m shipping Carina off to California tomorrow, and I’m not excited about it at all. I’m so happy that she’s going back to her town where she’s surrounded by people who love and support her and getting the fuck out of dodge, because I hate seeing what this campus does to both of us. I’m a little jealous that she gets to leave for the whole summer and she’s only got one semester left, so she doesn’t have to put up with the bullshit that goes on here for much longer. At the same time, I’m sad that today marks the end of us as “roommates” and damn is it gonna suck to be here without her. I get to visit her, her friends, & her fiance this summer for a day or so, but the 3 hour time difference and the fact that half of my brain and functionality is going to be across the country for 3 months is gonna suck.
Point being, we’re going to the airport tomorrow morning really early, and I’m going to have to say goodbye to my best friend for a long ass time and I don’t like it and no I’m not crying it’s just raining on my face.